When my friends tell me that you are changed i don't know in what respect they say like that.My childhood friends who saw me 8-9 years before, they are of the opinion that now i am much mature and talk much wisely and that is quite obvious.Why the hell they ask such questions.Can't they see that a person has been transformed from a boy to a man after he gets a job.Why they expect that the person will still sit till late night and involved in a conversation which takes you nowhere.Why they expect he will still not be ashamed in discussing about the figure of the best girl seen on that day.Yes friends i am talking about the change that we all experience when we get the job.If the person is not experiencing change he has just wasted his time.This is in the same way that an old person wishing to be as young as 30 years before.What about so many years of experience and knowledge he has gained in the last 30 years.

My unforgettable days

I came outside all alone at 7.00 'o clock in the morning.I was trying to reach office which was the most difficult thing i was going to do after a long time.My training got extended by 15 days because i didnt perform well in the first time.Till then i had always been accompanied by hussain in the morning but on that day he had to go to a new office.I was left all alone.I went to the same canteen for breakfast but it was not the same one.No acquaintance was there.All new faces .Believe me it was such a detestable part of the training that i never wants to remove this from my chapter of life because it has shown me to face new challenges,to believe on two most important words 'i can' and to work hard.Now i am out of this but i cant forget these most ordeal days of my life.Someone said it right "the darkest moment of the night is just before the dawn".

fed up of this training

I have never been so eager to work. fed up of all these classes and exams,i feel like singing a song "we dont need no education".Telling you truth this is completely destroying my abilities.Instead of nurturing my superb brain and honing my talent,it made me a clumsy,lazy,useless sloth.The first thing which comes to my mind when i reach office is sleep.Oh God i dont know when this will get over. i want it ASAP.

prodigal

So i got my first salary in this job after a long time(2 months).What a relief was that. but then many things came into my mind.My shoes were creaked out,i am running short of pants etc.Suddenly the effect of the sun seems to increased by almost double and whole of my skin is getting tan.Then suddenly i realised about my odour,eye protection etc.So epitomizing all of this i spent around 3000 Rs.Oh shit!! buddy what i did .I thought this time i would save money but then i saw my my room partner who spent around 10000 Rs for nothing.hahahaha.he doesn't know that he is a fool.

depression

well,i still remember my days when i was in amu.so good and joyous were the days that there was not a single hint of tension.i still miss that period.That was not like utopia. i had many of my friends who where so depressed and pessimist that i always used to wonder that how they could be like that.
Now things are changed.I can feel the immense pressure a mind can handle.i can understand the problem with the people who used to commute daily from this place to that.i dont know why such things are coming to my mind but yes i can feel the pain.Its beautiful.After a long time i am feeling this.
All great personalities had depression but this doesn't define them,the quality is how they handle them.Abraham lincoln was a great man.His power to overcome with the depression was extraordinary.On the contrary,Van gogh, the famous painter was unable to handle that and committed suicide.We can understand that temptation that makes a person to do such henious crime like suicide.Virginia woolf had committed suicide we all know but the way she did that was very uncommon.She filled her pockets with heavy stones and drowned herself.Some people became popular just because they committed suicide example kurt cobain.For the people who wants beauty,the condition of marlyn monroe was pathetic at the time of death.
So if you are feeling that kind of pain,feel it as much as you can.This is one of the best pain of the world.Don't try to avoid that.Keep it as your shadow.This will help you in your near future.

new life

So i am back to my school.No its not like i again joined school,its life in tcs.Guys need some thums-up or need to consult salman khan who can suggest them to grow up.Yes its a crap to see them behaving like children when they are in the biggest IT industry of india.However even tcs is leaving no effort to believe us that we are still children.Gates are locked after we enter the office.We cant go out of campus.Nobody can smoke and the biggest part is we can't even use our phone.Its not frustating but quite funny.