depression

well,i still remember my days when i was in amu.so good and joyous were the days that there was not a single hint of tension.i still miss that period.That was not like utopia. i had many of my friends who where so depressed and pessimist that i always used to wonder that how they could be like that.
Now things are changed.I can feel the immense pressure a mind can handle.i can understand the problem with the people who used to commute daily from this place to that.i dont know why such things are coming to my mind but yes i can feel the pain.Its beautiful.After a long time i am feeling this.
All great personalities had depression but this doesn't define them,the quality is how they handle them.Abraham lincoln was a great man.His power to overcome with the depression was extraordinary.On the contrary,Van gogh, the famous painter was unable to handle that and committed suicide.We can understand that temptation that makes a person to do such henious crime like suicide.Virginia woolf had committed suicide we all know but the way she did that was very uncommon.She filled her pockets with heavy stones and drowned herself.Some people became popular just because they committed suicide example kurt cobain.For the people who wants beauty,the condition of marlyn monroe was pathetic at the time of death.
So if you are feeling that kind of pain,feel it as much as you can.This is one of the best pain of the world.Don't try to avoid that.Keep it as your shadow.This will help you in your near future.